I Will Never Be The Same

Why is the end of a party so hard?
While everyone says goodbye, people puking in the bathroom
And I'm still on that couch
If I had invited you
Would you know why
It's strange, the way I've been falling in love
But I keep getting hurt

All those ornaments
All that joy
Would it be the same if you were there?
Or would I be so happy
That I couldn't bear to kiss you there

You know I wouldn't hold back
I'm stupid and you know it
I'm being honest with you
But I will never far in love again
After you

Simply suffocating after so much sadness
And nobody has time for you
And you look for something to do
I will never be the same
After you

I know it's my fault too
It's my fault too

Why did everyone have to go?
Why do I feel like there's something in my throat?
There were many things I wanted to tell you
But I just watch you go

Simply suffocating after so much sadness
And nobody has time for you
And you look for something to do
I will never be the same
After you

Simply suffocating after so much sadness
And nobody has time for you
And you look for something to do
I will never be the same
After you