We All Die Anyway

I bite my lower lip just for something to do
I don’t know where I got it from
But honey I think it was you
Become unreachable to avoid my problems
So that all my friends become martyrs

Hold them close
Flip a coin
Say a prayer at gunpoint
Refuse to cut my hair

I just need to get out of here, I'm going crazy
I need my fix, the only thing that won’t betray me
Someone find me a lighter to fuck the writer away
She means well, but she doesn’t know that we all die anyway

Feel my pulse like a twitch
And my mood change like a light switch
She thought I would mean more to her than this
But I guess I was just someone she wanted to kiss
I don’t know what I'm in for when they say we don’t know what’s going on with you anymore

I just need to get out of here, I'm going crazy
But when I do, they’ll all forget about me
Some shit I did, don’t they know I'm not even sorry
I made up an excuse and I disappeared

Hey, don’t step on my hatchets
They’re landmines in disguise
Don’t look at me like that
I see it in your eyes

The only vice I left behind
I’ll feel alright tomorrow night
Do you mind? Do you have a light?
She really thought I’d change her life