Can’t Control My Thoughts

Heavy head
Blurry eyesight
Trembling hands
Numb legs
Filled with tears eyes

Weakness to face this life
Difficult to be alive
Don't give up this time
Just wake up and fight
You're not going to die
Don't make yourself cry

People around they just
Don't understand
They all think I'm sad
They fail to make me laugh
Don't want to be in their squad

Weakness to face this life
Difficult to be alive
Don't give up this time
Just wake up and fight
You're not going to die
Don't make yourself cry

I feel way better alone
At least I don't have to play a role
I'd rather be artistic and real
Than fake and superficial
I can't control my thoughts

Weakness to face this life
Difficult to be alive
Don't give up this time
Just wake up and fight
You're not going to die
Don't make yourself cry